Mood:  mischievious

my grandparents were staying at my house during a family reunion last month and as much a love them they have scarred me for the rest of my life.I am glad to know they still love each other after all these years, but i could have lived happily for the rest of my life without seeing it.the image is burnt forever on my retinas,Iopened the door to the guest room and it was a moment frozen in time how i wish it wasn,t. it was wrong in so many ways. every thing hanging and sagging.fish belly white wrinkled skin they looked like two hairless dogs with extra skin.in the 3 seconds it took me to shut the door my brain took a snapshot that won't go away.t now at any given time that snapshot just pops into my head. just poke my eyes out now please.i couldn't look at either one of them in the eye, but i didn't ant to look anywhere else either. the two days befor they left were the longest ones that ever were. as they were leaving i was thinking to myself it's over i made it through. but then my grandma, my grammy whispered in my earas she was hugging me goodbye "i call you when we get home,i think we need to hs away.ave the talk" please God take my ears away